{"id":764,"date":"2018-01-11T18:00:08","date_gmt":"2018-01-11T18:00:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jonathanharker.co.uk\/theghostlyworld\/?p=764"},"modified":"2024-01-10T22:30:14","modified_gmt":"2024-01-10T22:30:14","slug":"an-enigmatic-smile","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jonathanharker.co.uk\/theghostlyworld\/an-enigmatic-smile\/","title":{"rendered":"An Enigmatic Smile"},"content":{"rendered":"

by John Riley<\/span><\/p>\n

“It is quiet.<\/span>
\n“It’s what they’re like, ain’t it museums?<\/span>
\n“Quiet? D’yur not think?<\/span>
\n“I’d thought they were no one here. I’ve seen the odd person out of the corner of my eye, wandering around the place.<\/span>
\n“Hey! Come here, this is familiar.<\/span>
\n“Ha-ha, there’s a lot of stuff in here that I know about.<\/span>
\n“What the… <\/span>
\n“Look at that? I used to have one of those bikes. My dad used to say I’d get piles riding a seat that thin.”<\/span><\/p>\n

“There’s all sorts of things in here. I had one of them as well. I suppose a lot of us did, my generation.<\/span>
\n“Wow! Whoa! Never! No, it can’t be…<\/span>
\n“Now, I didn’t expect to see that…HOW?<\/span>
\n“How did that get in here?<\/span>
\n“I painted that.<\/span>
\n“Yeah really…<\/span>
\n“Yeah, that’s right, I painted it.<\/span>
\n“I can’t believe it…How did it get in here?<\/span>
\n“No, really, that’s my painting. How can my painting end up in this museum?<\/span>
\n“Freaking me out that…<\/span>
\n“I know there are other paintings out there in the other rooms, but this one, I remember this one…I painted it…I wonder if the school passed these things over for some exhibition?<\/span>
\n“It’ll be a long time ago, I suppose.<\/span>
\n“Can you tell who it is?”<\/span><\/p>\n

“You don’t say much, do you?<\/span>
\n“It’s me! When a young boy.<\/span>
\n“Aye, take my word for it, that’s me.”<\/span><\/p>\n

“Well, I never…<\/span>
\n“You know, I think I can remember when I painted it.<\/span>
\n“I’m not so sure how it’s here in a place like this…<\/span>
\n“In fact, not sure what happened to all my stuff when taken away.<\/span>
\n“Ha-ha, you don’t expect to see a picture you’ve painted in a museum you happen to be visiting.<\/span>
\n“Oh yeah, now I think about it, I remember being asked to paint. By a teacher, how we see life ahead of us.<\/span>
\n“We were only young… I know we’d asked to paint a portrait of ourselves. “Then, fill it with things around us. Things that predict our life ahead.”<\/span><\/p>\n

“Looking at it now, what do I see? A cloudy grey sky… and is that rain I’ve drawn? It all looks a bit dark. At least I look as if smiling amongst this gloom. Hah…I must have been in my black period.”<\/span><\/p>\n

“Never really left me, if truth be known, early teenage angst, eh. Look at all this black and grey.<\/span>
\n“Well, I like that the sun is peeping through over there in this bit…and I am smiling.<\/span>
\n“Makes me sad looking at it so long ago. Did I really have that sort of vision for the future? It looks bleak. I’m so surprised to see it here.<\/span>
\n“You know, the time I painted that and me as I am now, it seems a lot has happened…Yeah, a lot happened…<\/span>
\n“Life did turn out like that picture…bleak…lonely, the sun never did shine. “If it did, I never noticed. No…I never noticed…Too long living through the rain.”<\/span><\/p>\n

“I’ve realised why I’m here.”<\/span><\/p>\n

“I took my own life, didn’t I?”<\/span><\/p>\n

“This museum, this place, I\u2019m here to reflect on my life…A life taken before its time.<\/span>
\n“I\u2019ve got to go back, haven’t I?<\/span>
\n“Thought so…Face those storm clouds, and get through it. Have to allow the sun to shine.”<\/span><\/p>\n

“How many times have I done it?”<\/span><\/p>\n

“That’s a lot.”<\/span><\/p>\n

“Are all these other rooms containing reminders of my other lives? Have I ever made it to old bones?”<\/span><\/p>\n

“I thought so…<\/span>
\n“I have to return and head back now?”<\/span><\/p>\n

“I do miss home. When can I go back to source?”<\/span><\/p>\n

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